random stuff on my head

is it bad that the person i like doesnt seem to like me... even though we hang out like all the time and they know i like em? will anyone read this? is it bad that i like this person more then the first person i liked? why do i get in moods like this where i feel like shit and also feel like the world doesnt like me? why do i do the things i do? why is it i always try to please the people i like the most but end the end i get screwed over or taken advantage of? will there ever be a time where i can make a goal and achieve it for a change?